Hi, I'm Ladybug. I know next to nothing about html. Hence the state of this website. I don't care. I'm joining the indie web and I'm going to join the movement. Except I have like, a lot of fucking problems. Which are really getting in the way of doing anything real. I guess it's ironic (?) I'm trying to do that by making a website online. Whatever, just a product of my generation, or something, right?
Uh yeah. I guess that's pretty much how I feel right now. I just want to get it right and not harm anyone. I just can't come to terms with the fact that I have to just do it imperfectly. It's really hard when I hate myself.
The purpose of the website is to be a space where I work on being a better person, imperfectly. And I'm just not ready to face the people in my life with all of me. So there it is. As I work on my Ladybug Project, this website will evolve along with me. I hope. I just want to be the person I want to be to the people I love, instead of living my life in regret and disappointment at who I could've been to them. I'm more scared of that then I am of trying.
Okay peace, I love you
Listening to: III. Life: The Biggest Troll [Andrew Auernheimer]